JM well done for taking this first step, it's incredibly brave of you. Although it might not feel like it's made any difference to how you feel, hopefully in the long run you will look back at your post and acknowledge that it was the beginning of the fight that you WILL win.Joyeux Marteau wrote:I'm finally taking some advice to post so here it goes. .
May I suggest (if you haven't already) you take a look at this amazing charity.
https://www.mind.org.uk/information-sup ... self-harm/
Their useful contacts page has loads of numbers you can call, if you feel up to it.
https://www.mind.org.uk/information-sup ... -contacts/
It's heartbreaking to read what you have been through and are continuing to go through, but you have done the right thing by talking, there are some amazing people on here and beyond that are in your corner, take a look at the links above and see what you think, but in the meantime keep posting on here.
PM me anytime if you ever need to talk.
All the best and take care, mate.